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Fall 2015: Between The Cracks She Fell

Between The Cracks She Fell begins with Joscelyn, a twenty-nine-year-old British Canadian who loses her boyfriend, her job and her house.

She takes up residence in an abandoned Islamic school with The Satanic Verses by Salman Rushdie for company and she finds a journal penned by tormented teenager Imran Ali who suffers the abuse of social media bullying at the hands of his peers, which sets him irrevocably on the path of Islamic Fundamentalism and jihad.

Joscelyn strikes up a strange and destructive relationship with Lenny, the murderous red-headed power-mongering, drug dealing, twenty-something rancid king of a small gang.

She also befriends beautiful homeless Emma who is living out of a stolen car with her Newfoundland dog. Emma proclaims to be on the run from a crazy cokehead boyfriend but the truth about her sociopathic and narcissistic lies are slowly uncovered by Joscelyn.

The circle of unforgettably vivid and compelling characters broadens to include Ashley, a gay disfellowshipped Jehovah’s Witness whose middle-aged lover, Rob, is a real-estate scam artist with ties to the biker gangs of Montreal.

Joscelyn’s boyfriend, a former pot-head, reappears as a Reborn Christian, determined to banish the demons from Joscelyn’s heart. He also holds the key to solving the mystery of the disappearance of Joscelyn’s biological father; Joscelyn believes that her mother murdered her father when she was six years old.

A suspenseful and lyrical read, Between The Cracks She Fell is a powerful-first person narrative about the explosive consequences of betrayal, survival in troubled times and the pervasiveness of religious domination.

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Fast Moving And Compelling, Ho​me is the Landscape Inside Where You Find Yourself
Fast moving and compelling, Between the Cracks She Fell explores the complexities of relationships, religions and the various selves within that help us survive when we “fall” between the cracks. Through the eyes of the likable and lively narrator Joss and her ever-growing web of new and past relationships, we discover that home is not confined to a physical place; it’s the landscape inside where you find yourself. Once again, de Nikolits exhibits her storytelling strengths by weaving various plot strands together, bringing her protagonist to a greater truth.  
—Catherine Graham, Her Red Hair Rises With The Wings Of Insects (Wolsak And Wynn)

Witness to Ever Thinning Spaces Among The Divine Secrets of Others
Jolted by where Jocelyn begins, then utterly surprised and in awe of where she goes, I found the journey of a buoyant, playful woman embracing her own experiment of living. Joss’ attitude becomes evermore rich and grooves without destination. Hers has no absolutes! In spite of her returns to Tim Hortons, dingy motels and a rampant lust for her misguided lover, Jocelyn stubbornly derails relinquishing with her past in the attempt to keep a strait lid on her ‘almost 30’ life. In her refusal to part with a dated home and roots she’s outgrown, she scraps to ‘plaster up’ the walls of a romanticized self.

Between The Cracks She Fell has a fierce and passionate Joss eroding false identity by choosing to live among abandoned ruins. In this place, a young woman becomes witness to ever thinning spaces among the divine secrets of others, now lost to insanity, and finds a comfortable inner language that translates her abundant wishes to hold her own style of love and longing. Jocelyn is Canadian kindness. 
—Sonia Di Placido, Exultation in Cadmium Red (Guernica) 

Well Plotted Psychological Suspense, A Great Read
As usual from Lisa de Nikolits, a well-plotted story, grippingly told. I was really impressed by the use of the Qu'ran and The Satanic Verses – it's as if Between The Cracks She Fell is a response to Salman Rushdie’s work. 

Between The Cracks She Fell reminds me of the books I've read by Ruth Rendell when she's writing as "Barbara Vine". Psychological suspense, is best way to describe them.

Between The Cracks She Fell is a great read. I wonder what Joss will do next? 
— Terri Favro, author of The Proxy Bride

Compelling, Multi-layered, Bold and Engaging
Between The Cracks She Fell is a whirligig-ride into the dark recesses of “what-next?” It is compelling and multi-layered, encompassing Joss' sustaining and vigorous book-life identity and her bold, engaging lustiness.

This eerie odyssey is interspersed with wry humour and sensual pleasure in scrubbed cleanliness and in camaraderie, soothed by good coffee and favourite food and energized by nature.

I could not put this shape-shifting tale down. I became engrossed by the aspects of “outsiderism” and beguiled by the powerful imagery of abandoned buildings … these deserted remnants destructively rage-defiled by predators, but revered and honoured by disciples of the derelict … becoming sanctuary-like when associated to past good times.

By acknowledging poignant feelings of pain and loss, Joss evokes tantalizing connections and memories that well up alongside menacing aspects of her somewhat chilling and risky, now. Her mode of existence becomes makeshift and transitional beyond perceived societal normalcy. It is a sharp departure from her previous “safe-dom.”

Joss, tender at heart and fast learning to do tough, is challenged by this alternate existence, encumbered with enigma, deception, betrayal and exploitation. There are ongoing undercurrents of lurking danger and glimpses of things baffling, marginal and mangled. There are deeds obscured, or darkly hinted at, as Joss is plunged into a world inhabited largely by outsiders.

It is an edgy story, both sinister and malevolent, along with warm and compassionate bonds being forged. This is fine story-telling. I was drawn to the cast of charismatic characters who “people” Joss' journey and their ensuing “choice making.” The insightful scrutiny is laced with authentic inserts, there is a thought-provoking exploration of gender, genes, nurture, liberty, commitment, ideologies and doctrines of faith and worship. It is a penetrating and twisty tale of Joss' insurrection. —Shirley McDaniel, Artist

It's Beautifully Done
"I finished reading your book, and Lisa I loved it!! It's just done perfectly, and I loved the end. The juxtaposition between Imran and Shayne's character reinforces that it's not any particular religion that is 'bad'. Both the characters lost control of their lives, and that's when they lost the delicate balance between themselves and their religion. It's the idea that when everything else in your life is spiraling out of control, you'll grasp onto any idea for it to all make sense again and the whole book is based on this idea. In this case, both of them grabbed onto religion. It's beautifully done." —Samia Akhtar

​Highly Recommended
“A lyrical and deeply moving examination of emotional pain and faith on a collision course with organized religion. Lisa de Nikolits' highly believable and human characters are outsiders struggling to find meaning, and perhaps hope, in contemporary urban society. With a deft and confident clarity of style, she explores the complex interplay of faith, crime and social isolation. Highly recommended.”
—M. H. Callway, award-winning author of Windigo Fire (Seraphim Editions)

Questions The Stability of Entitled Faith and Displays Strength in the Conviction of Personal Will
Lisa de Nikolits is an in-depth writer who not only explores her characters, but the environment they find themselves in. Joscelyn is a self-sufficient, feisty woman who must find her way in the world. In a diary-like style Joscelyn imparts to the reader her thoughts, her experiences, and most of all, how the world around her affects her. 

Utilizing Joycean techniques of dialogue and a relatable prose, de Nikolits paints a visceral world of a lost, but determined soul. Joscelyn, like many people do, encounters a whole range of characters in her journeys. From her egotistically-minded friend Emma to her relationship with Ashley, a friend who is troubled, but is confident in his own admirable way, Joscelyn must fight adversity at every step. She finds consolation unexpectedly in the diary of Imran Ali, an Islamic fundamentalist whose religious conversion holds a key to her own search for meaning. Her fiery connection with a drug dealer, Lenny, is an example to her fight for identity in a world that continues to repress and oppress over her individual will to power.

Between The Cracks is an engaging novel that will have you questioning what the stability of entitled faith and displaying strength in the conviction that personal will yields."
– Jacqueline Valencia, author of The Octopus Complex, Assistant Editor at Beyond Borderlands, contributor at Broken Pencil Magazine, founding editor of These Girls On Film, and a film journalist and senior staff film critic at Next Projection.
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Working with two talented young actors, on a trailer for Between The Cracks She Fell. Meet Joscelyn and Lenny! 
Dan Thompson as Lenny, and Tracy Hamilton as Joscelyn. 

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Between The Cracks She Fell is featured this week on the 49th Shelf's New Releases!
Reader feedback like this is why I write at all! Thank you Margaret and Elizabeth!
​October 6th, 2015 - another wonderful evening of books and fun!
Pictures by Jon Gasco who loved the book!
Toronto Launch for Between The Cracks She Fell- a wonderful success!
GOODREADS GIVEAWAY ENDED WITH 1500 ENTRIES! We may have to have another one!
Reading with authors James Grainger(Harmless), Evan Munday (Loyalist to a Fault), Andrea Thompson (Over Our Heads) and Lorrie Jorgensen (First Gear). We were delighted to meet Kervin Giovanni Desir who has just published his first book.
There's a natural human urge when disaster strikes to curl up and hide in some dark corner to escape reality. Though most of us don't act on this—or at least we substitute a warm bed for the dark corner until time heals our wounds—the character in Lisa de Nikolits's new novel, Between the Cracks She Fell, gives into this impulse in the most intriguing way.

When Joss's boyfriend leaves and the company she works for goes belly up, she finds herself unable to pay her mortgage. Rather than returning to her family overseas, she hides away in a dingy room in an abandoned Muslim school. It's a move that seems natural to this fiercely passionate and outspoken woman who is at times flighty but utterly in touch with her emotions. 

Unfortunately, even once she finds her dark corner of the world, she learns you can never truly escape reality, and so Joss faces new problems as she encounters people around her makeshift home. She finds herself strangely drawn to, yet also fearful of, a group of young thugs who vandalize the school. She befriends a prickly woman who is living in her car and who needs money to help her sick dog—by any means necessary. And she meets a kindred spirit who has been excommunicated by his family and now may be in danger from his partner at home. Even a journal she finds at the school causes her to worry that a former student's radical ideas might lead to violence. 

All of the characters—individuals who've slipped between the cracks in one way or another—are hopelessly human and compelling in their own right, but the eccentric Joss is a true masterpiece at the centre of them all, optimistically struggling to rediscover her place in the world when all that she used to rely on has fallen away. She is uncontrived—and at times candid to the point of being comical. 

Throughout her journey, she faces important questions about religion, trust and the difference between what is lawful and what is right and wrong. And as she navigates it all, the dangers around her grow, and de Nikolits's drama quickly turns into a suspenseful thriller. 

This is Lisa de Nikolits's fifth novel. She has previously won IPPY (independent publisher) awards for her work, and when she isn't writing, she is a contributing art director at Canadian Living. This latest book from her is a true exploration of the human spirit. Anyone who has ever felt like they've slipped through the cracks or been lost in life can relate to this captivating story
CANADIAN LIVING MAGAZINE: Must-read books of 2015: Between the Cracks She Fell
Lisa de Nikolits's new novel about those who've slipped through the cracks will capture your heart. By Jill Buchner

Author Lisa de Nikolits weaves an intriguing dark tale of suspense that delves into family, societal, and religious issues. The reader is easily drawn into Joscelyn's personal journey of discovery as she goes off the grid to recover after her life is turned upside down. Joss is no stranger to going off the grid, her need to escape from daily living is a coping mechanism that she uses to heal, regroup, and figure out what to do with her life, after the recession has caused her to lose her job, house, and boyfriend. But when Joss decides to camp out in a vacant complex of of school buildings, her journey becomes a dark and emotional odyssey, when she encounters a gang of street people and dangerous elements that make survival after falling through society's cracks that much harder.

Between The Cracks She Fell is a compelling and complex tale that delves into the dark and gritty soul of reality that keeps the reader engaged and wondering what would happen next. Joss' journey is a testament to the strength of an individual's will power and determination to survive. I couldn't help but feel compassion for Joss as she struggled to deal with the challenging issues that life threw her way. But I also felt fearful for her as she went off the grid into an underground world of lost souls and danger lurking around each corner.

I found it fascinating how the author intertwined the social issues of faith, crime, and organized religion, it provided a lot of food for thought. Between The Cracks She Fell is the kind of thought provoking and realistic story that makes you sit up and take notice, it will stir the soul, and stay with you long after the last word has been read.

If you are looking for a riveting suspense thriller that will keep you turning the pages, then Between The Cracks She Fell is the book for you!
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Between the Cracks She Fell
Published in Fall 2015